'I don’t want a shoulder to lean on. I don’t need it. The whole idea of “Someone, that special someone!” is for me, a load of shit. I must be fully contained. No leakage, no spillover. Dependency is weakness. It’s such a lie. Lying there in bed, in your lover’s arms. 'She’s behind me, she believes in me!' No one is behind me. I am behind me. I believe in me. I don’t need any support group to keep my head together. I know what I have to do, so I should shut up and do it.'

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I AM SO TIRED AND TIRED AND TIIIREEED

I slept on the floor in a sticky room filled with ants. Scratch that, Not slept. Laid there endlessly wishing for the sun to rise. Such a terrible night. Glad it’s over.  HI IM BACK. I MISSED YA’LL.

PS. I forgot to mention how much my back hurts. Someone should come give me a back massage ;)<3

2 years ago, 2 notes
#I'm not southern #i just like saying ya'll i think its sexy #ok bye

  1. ninadobrevs said: Well, I am southern and I say ya’ll, so…cool points for me?
  2. how-to-behave said: It tickles me pink you like to say ya’ll. I mean that’s native to me.
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